Happy Holidays

Rafael's Report: 26/12/2011; 0450hr

Mission Accomplished

Counting:

• 10 elements deployed.
• ) 7 proxys.
• 2 take downs.
• 3 executions.
• All incinarated
• 2 low harmed elements.
• 1 hospitalized, stable.
• A stock of brand new weapons confiscated. (information dosnt need to be in global, so I wont speak in english for them, I dont like it)
• 20 fusiles de asalto tácticos, de diferentes calibres, todos adaptables.
• 2 rifles de largo alcance Barret, calibre .50
• 10 subfusiles, ...Thompsom (casi lloraba de la nostalgia, oh! Don Corleone!)
• 15 armas de mano, no excedentes de calibre .40
• Tons of white weapons confiscated
• Machetes
• Kukris
• I dont have a single idea of what the hell is that one
• Tactical Knives
• Canned food

Comment:

A scout group, or suppliers?

I think I may have an idea were they got all of this. An illegal distributor in New Mexico sells the same model of Barrets and the same "cartuchos de tambor" for the Thompsoms (just like the old fashioned way). Maybe we should visit him and make him take some looong vacations.

If those suppliers were near, I dont want to know how near is their actual base..

End of report

p.s. save me some turkey and ham. returning home.

Here, some words from our scientifics team's chief:

PINCHI PUTO BASTARDO DE MIERDAAA!!!

Ok, in other words, Andrel drag all the money we have in separate accounts for investments, from which most of it were for Raphael's weapons and sheltering research (no money, no research, no research, no work, and Raphael is a work maniac). Apparently, Andrel knew a couple of things from when he used to be a secretary as me that helped him with the movement. As a Secretary, we have access to the accounts and their codes to make the errands the other chiefs send us to.

Perfect, now Miguel will never lend me a simple debit card or even some money..

We are talking about 200k (US) per account so this is a serious lost.  Andrel won't return the money unless we agree in this reunion thing he wants so bad for our sister..

So ok Andrel, go ahead, Miguel wont even care anymore.

meh, Merry Christmas..

-Uriel

Report 011

Well, we went into a some serious wild.... PARTY! yesterday!! ... jejejeje that was MASSIVE°! woooh!!
...
Ok enough, I know. Formality.

So Uriel here reporting to The Holy Assembly.

Operation Genesis 3:

We got 7 injured elements out of the 15 active during the last operation , from were 5 were low injured and 2 hospitalized, but stable.

There was no activity from The Abomination during the entire operation, it didnt show up during the night making our job even easier. Jeh! some proxys were calling for their Maestro at their last moments, but it never appeared for them. What a semi-God isnt it?

Still the 11 present proxys at the scene sure were difficult to track, since some of them appeared to be parkourists (I dont know If I wrote that correctly..), jumping from one roof to another and doing some crazy stuff with the walls.

The operation ended at 10 p.m. Saturday, as a total Success

4 proxys were captured during the conflict. and are now being interrogated in one of the proprieties of Miguel he never used (old man sure haves money..), for then being executed this Wednesday.

End of Report.

We got pictures, but we are not sure if we should show them, since there are members of the Omega group who are still in acondicionamiento, and the youngest is 12... and come on guys, we want Little Pepe to be a great element of the omega group, not to get traumatized from it. That poor fella surely needs the opportunity.

Farewell.

-Uriel

Just showing off

TRANSLATION: 

-What should we do with the prisoner?, hang him up as well?

--Yes, those were our orders...--

...

--Also...--

-What?-

--..Burn him, burn his flesh,  just as he did with my son.--

...

-Roger-

Here is a warning to you

""-Amenacé al orden y la armonía, [soy hereje]-""

"Threaten the peace and order, [I am a proxy]"


 Andrel:
Nuestra paciencia acaba aquí, considerate un convicto. Rafael ya está en tu busqueda.

Respetcs, here we have an announcement

We,  the group Omega,  want to make a public announcement to the "Runner" community (as you seem to call yourselves).

We have been using this blog site to publish between our ranks and communities from all the line border all the avaible information that seemed relevant and "shareable", since our brother Andrel created this blog. Because we have a secrecity policy we havent published everything, of course, just information that couldn't be used againts us at this heights.

Now, that wasn't the objective of this post. 

We, during this week, had numerous encounters with armed subjects known by this community as "proxys", or as we call them, herejes, I think that heretics should be the translation. Puppets of The Abomination, willing to serve him and kill in his name. We, the Omega group wont tolerate anymore offenses and assaults againts our Holy Assembly. This is a problem in this situation that we dont want to extend, since we are trying to find a way to stop The Abomination and this herejes are quite an obstacle for our organisation.

We invite anyone in the Runners line to join us in this crusade, a holy war againts those who praise The Abomination. We will offer shelter, resources, food and ammunition to the ones who joins our cause, as well as military training to the unexperienced. 

But we also want to warn you: If you go in our way or betray this noble cause, you will be taken by our forces or arrested by our local influences.

THERE WILL BE NO MERCY FOR ANY PROXY.

For Glory, Faith and God!!

-Miguel, leader of the Omega group and third grade member of The Holy Assembly


Andrel, si estas leyendo esto, te advertimos que si no regresas con nuestra hermana a salvo para este domingo a más tardar, enviaremos unidades a por ti, y no seremos tan misericordes esta vez. Te esperaremos en el templo mayor, tienes oportunidad de enmendarte.

Reporte 007

Ha habido otras dos pérdidas: un varón y una mujer, Asaliah, dama caballero, murieron hoy a las 8:35 pm, mientras intentaban impedir el escape de Andrel de su interrogatorio. Por el estado en el que se encontraban los cuerpos, se sospecha que fué obra de La Abominación.

Se rinde luto en La Asamblea.

Andrel escapó de su interrogatorio, Pero los nombres que nos dio han sido provechosos. Durante este fin de semana dimos con los dos sospechosos y los aprehendimos, también conseguimos una copia de los documentos que Andrel se encontraba investigando cuando lo apresamos. Debo decir que hay muchas cosas interesantes en ellos, información que ni siquiera sabíamos que teníamos acerca de La Abominación.

El grupo Omega ha decido no perseguir a Andrel, debido a que se cree que no nos será de mayor utilidad, pero se le aprehenderá si se llega a tener contacto con el.

Doy mi pésame a la familia de Asaliah.

Fin del reporte

-Uriel

Ultimatum 006

Tenemos nombres, direcciones y mucha más información. La Asamblea demanda una junta general en una hora, que todo miembro del grupo Omega asista junto con sus peones y escuderos a la iglesia de la alianza en una hora. Por poco Andrel no sobrevive la interrogación, sea lo que sea que oculten estas personas es muy importante como para que lo haya querido callar.

-Uriel

Reporte de estado 005

Ha habido otra perdida. Varón,  19 años de edad. Se omite describir la causa de muerte para salvaguardar la dignidad de su familia.

El grupo Omega ha sido calificado nuevamente como ineficaz por parte de La Asamblea.

Un nuevo agrupamiento se formará para asistir al grupo Omega próximamente.

El pasado viernes 28 de octubre se descubrió que Andrel ha estado conectándose en linea todo este tiempo a travéz de una conexión externa y un ordenador viejo que poseía en su ático. Lamentablemente Andrel instaló un dispositivo magnético en la habitación que provocó que toda la información guardada se borrara al momento de desconectar el equipo para su transporte.

Se ha pedido permiso a La Asamblea para realizar una interrogación.

Ha pesar de las opiniones en contra, se nos ha otorgado permiso para proceder.

El interrogatorio se llevará a cabo mañana lunes,  31 de octubre.

Se exige la asistencia de Asaliah para proceder con la  interrogación.

Fin del reporte.

Comentario: El hermano Andrel seguro que es masoquista,  no es la primera vez que le efectuamos una interrogación y sin embargo no quiere dar nombres de quien más estaba involucrado desde el principio, ustedes que creen hermanos? estoy seguro que el ángel Mehiel llora por su culpa en algún lugar..

Reporte de Estado 002

El grupo Omega ya ha sido pactado. Cada miembro ingresó junto con sus respectivos escuderos y peones.

Hasta la actualidad se ha habido 12 apariciones.

1 casualidad (varón 21 años, murió al intentar 'razonar' con la Abominación)

Los intentos por hallar una solución han sido en vano. 

Los intentos por matar/lastimar a la Abominación han sido en vano.

Los intentos por negociar con la Abominación han sido en vano.

Los intentos por repeler a la Abominación han sido en vano.

Los intentos por ocultarse de la abominación han sido en vano.

Los intentos por capturar a la Abominación han sido en vano.

Los intentos por huir de la Abominación han dado resultados.

La asamblea mayor ha dejado claro que una sola casualidad es inaceptable. Por el momento se sigue dando luto en la corte. Se ha exigido resultados en cuanto a encontrar una solución. 

La asamblea mayor ha empezado a formar un nuevo agrupamiento debido a la ineficacia del grupo Omega. La asamblea mayor dará un escarmiento al grupo Omega debido a la casualidad del peón de Rafael.

El pasado 15 de octubre se tuvo contacto lo que según inteligencia es conocido como 'Proxy' en Estados Unidos. Armado, aparente de mayor de edad, y llevaba el mismo símbolo que en la mochila de Andrel en un collar lleno de pedazos de tela con el símbolo en cada uno de ellas, las telas eran de diferente material cada una. En el encuentro fui herido en la pierna por el agresor, el agresor logró escapar.

Hay planes para dar con este sujeto y se reanudan la búsqueda de información a través de las redes.

Fin del reporte

-Uriel

Signing papers

Escriban aqui su nombre todos los miebros del grupo Omega para antes del día 1 de octubre del 2011

-Uriel

Last Post

Sooo, it seems that, as my family partner says: "I had jodido myself for good". So the account is going o be confiscated (pass changed) and so my gmail (to everyone I had there, please dont answer any mail from this account now on, it might not be me). Currently I'm being watched and my fathers set a toque de queda and gave me an old cell that works more like a dog lace than a cellphone. My passport and legal papers were also confiscated so that I couldnt run to the other side of the border.

hmmm.. a runner who cant run, eh? Good to know that I dont consider myself a runner, dont you think so?

So this might be the last time you see this Keiken profile update. By the way, you should google for the meaning of Keiken, it haves a strong meaning for me, maybe if you are intelligent enough you might discover why (hint: NO, IS NOT SPA RELATED!!! GOD).

Sadly I cant say more. since I'm being supervised right now. But at least he gave me time to write own one last advice:

I know most of you will see this like a stupidity, but if you have the chance to, pray. Or at least have a daily hour to refleccionar, think about what is right and what is wrong. 

Are this really the kind of choices you really want to take? 

Are you actions affecting thirds?

Is there another way? 

Is there a way to improve for good?

Think about it.

Farewell, Keiken.

¡¡¡¡Salve oh Christe!!!!

P.S. My finger nail is growing again! :D

How I returned home

 Well, practically I changed of computer, and apparently that worked out, *I was even able to edit this post*.

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 So after reading the last part of the report, my usual headache started again. Now that I think about it, I have a headache every time Blaspher is about to appear out from nowhere in front of me, IT IS REALLY ANNOYING, I even had the idea of hitting myself because of the pain once. This is pretty creepy, since I'm getting used to wake up with one every morning..

 I just lifted my head from the paper report and sight that black figure standing at the end of the bookcase/archiver, like 7 steps away from me. It was the nearest distance It had appeared in front of me, or at least out of dreams. If not in tentacle shape, It's arms were stretched long enough to almost touch the floor. At the beginning I avoided looking at It's face(less). Once again, full of shame I  must admit I was afraid. Why I'm so weak?.. I paralized for some seconds, seconds that felt like hours.

 I had a pen in my pocket, one of those refined design (The pen belongs to the librarian, it looked quite expensive antique, of rechargeble ink) with fine point, almost like a needle. I slowy put my left hand inside my pocket and pinched right under the nail in order to react. Currently, I'm not using my left middle finger, since it did leave a mark (my nail is gone :). I returned to myself and started looking for a way to get through  It to the exit of the library, but then It started to move forwards.

 Making those unhuman steps like a rag-doll with own life. Swinging those arms with every advance. Moving like no other natural creature could. I panicked. It was not so far anymore. The only idea I had was to pull the bookcase down, and so graved it from a case and forced down. I managed to jump out before the bookcase could fell over me, but of course that It was not going to be even affected by something like that. It was already behind me (Like, flash! Oh God it is already there..), in the opposite direction It came from, but at least farer than before.

 That corridor was a totally mess of papers and books all over the floor. I had difficulties to run over them. I'm pretty sure that the librarian got an awful surprise once he arrived that night.

  I sprinted as fast I was able to and eventually reached the exit, never looking back. 

That was an error. 

 Suddenly my left arm got trapped in something. It feeled cold, so cold it burned (or maybe it was so hot it felt cold[?]). And God it Burned!! I scream in pain, it set me free and fell into the floor (with my face). I glanced back, and saw It's arm stretched from the other side of the corridor to the exit. Here I shouted some calamities I prefer not to write.

 I Quickly standed up and ran again (with my arm by the chest). By this point it did stop appearing at every corner. Althought I still felt a strong headache. Eventually I reached my "family's" guest house and immediately prepared everything for my departure. I assume I didnt leave a good impression to the sector because of the sudden leaving but I cant explain them everything, hoping for them to do not get involved. I went to the airport  and took the next plane back to home that same night.

 Curiously, the burn in my left arm cured pretty quickly, it just left a little grey dot with a blank point in it. It was completly healthy by the time I went out of the plane. Also, it  was a relief to finally be at home.

 And that's it. I'm currently just speding time at home, working and spending time with.. hehe no public name rule, sorry :P (Althought she might have  the fault of all this international problem --. . If you travel for a long time to a neighbore country make sure to make people know that you are not looking over other women, or else in jealousy, you could be sended to a church by the other side of the world...) .

 So here I'm, with noo headaches for a week already. I think I should take advantage of this and prepare for another journey to the US.

 Your friendly prayer by the frontier:

 - Keiken

Salve oh Christe!!!   

tree

Ok, let see if this crappy page wants to upload this time:
INTENT NUMBER 27!

They saw the rests and continued following by sight the path of "meat" it drawed across the floor to the other side of the rock formation, which finished in a sprawl of death animal corpses.

Squirrels, Wild dogs, Wolves, a large variarity of birds and cows. Specially cows. Dead cow's corpses, dead cow's bones, dead cow's meat and even extripated dead cow's hearts. The escenary could be described as "A slauther house made for Satan". 

The group was so horrified by the view that they couldn't notice that the 3 mysterious men took daggers from inside their robes until it was already late. One of the elements got stabbed in his arm (since in the report the statement is in first person, I deduce that this was the guy who wrote the report), dropping his crossbow. 

Immediately, the entire group started shooting the already loaded crossbows againsts the 3 men. The 3 mysterious men just parry the firing and took by the same time another element, instantively killing him. The first Officer managed to shot one of them in the shoulder after this, making it "hiss"[?] in pain. Suddenly the 3 men started an "animal-like way of dialog" and ran inside the waterfall, dissapering. The four elements that were still standing and the First Officer doubt to follow them inside, since it was obvious there was a cave in it.

The First Officer made one element to stay with the injured (again with the first person) outside the cave. Then he made everyone reload their crossbows and follow him in a strAight row inside the waterfall.

Hours passed and no one came out from the cave. Not the four comrades nor the 3 men.

The last two elements stayed looking at the waterfal all the night until someting weird happened. "A weird feeling of emptyness and the sense of danger" came from inside the cave. The two elements, even the injured one, couldn't resist to enter the waterfall. It was like calling them, making them approach in fear to a consequence (Those that makes sense to anybody?). 

Inside the cave were more torches in the walls, almost turning off already. The two elements continued walking until they found something. Hanged from the wall, with the head down and the feet up, eigth human corpse-shape like objects were stamped with stacks into the rock. To desfigurate to say they were human.

One of them had the collar of the Second Official hung is it's neck. "A smell of ashes" came from the figures.

But it was not until moments later they found something they dint expected to find ever.

Two trees, of the height of a house, grew embracing each other into a bend and extending away of each other, making an "X", which accompained with their leathers, made the almost clear image of a giant human being. And an un-horned cow back-skull as face. obviously it grew this way by men. A work that surely took decades to be done.'

The two elements didnt find anyone else inside the cave. Althougth it just had one entrance. The torches started to turn off due to usage, so they headed out. It was already the morning. At the end they went to the camp, graved a car and returned to the city.

"And so I swear that I will never step this place again in my life or talk about it ever again after finishig this report". -Roberto D. Garibal

So, Bingo! I GOT A NAME! someting that I surely never knew about this story (or even the end) from back my childhood. who knows, maybe I can work someting out one day. In the next post I will write about my last encounter with The One Who Is Not, and my adventure to return to The  U.S. Borders.

Library {part 'tree}

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Library [part two]

After searching for weeks and weeks I think I got got something. Sadly, I also found that I should not tell some things in way to protect some people. And unfortunately, it seems that the last pieces of the story were not in the reports. Besides our favorite blasphemous entity made a couple of apparitions at the place.

After I found a carpet we some reports and data on them I read something that I was actually waiting for. At the night, back then in the excursion, all the company made a night walk [Something that reminds until this days at the youth formation groups here I must say]. Here the company [most of them from 17 to 21 years old] spent the night patrolling around all the field and climbing rocks. It was until 2 am when things started to go to hell.

Firstly, the group were walking next to a river when something seemed to be yelling in low at a distance, in a painful yet tire way . Here the men found the Cadet guy who disappeared that afternoon, all punched, dirty, and with an arm torn off.. the dam arm also disappeared! .. But at least he was alive. I can almost imagine the reaction of the men while seeing this partner in the floor massively bleeding all the place. the report was quite descriptive, and disgusting.

After giving some first aids to the Cadet the first Officer commanded for a cancelation of that noght activities, ordering everyone to repot at the headquaters and preoare for departure, after all they also needed to go to the hospital [wrapping around a bleeding in some old leathers is not a good way to take care of a injury, you know?].

But now, there was another problem with it. The searching group, the one organized by the second Officer to localize the missing Cadet, have not reported since they departure early that night. Since the Cadet fainted there was no way to know what happened to him. Maybe this little group was in worse danger. So the fisrt Officer ordered the start of the departure, staying behind with other 6 elements and two cars. They were not leaving until they find their lost comrades.

After approximately a half hour they found the missing arm being eaten by a wild-.. ... I think I can skip that part..
After one hour after that disgusting image, the elements were able to heard something at the distant. It was the crying of kids. The report said that the elements were able to heard at least 5 different cries.

The first Officer look at the elements and nodded, then all of them drag out their crossbows [I'm actually reading a document about thye main activities in the excercises for about 15 years ago, and apparently they hunted and recollected their own food]. Silentfully the Officer approched from were the crying seemed to came from. The report describe the place as a 'wasted natural deformity made by the flow of the river', I asume it referred to a waterfall or something. The place was surrounded by walls of natural rocks and just one   entering side by simple look. In there were homemade torches placed in strategical places to provide a decent vision of the entire place.

Here they saw everything. Three men in dark red robes in front of some type of rock made altar. The altar was  painted in blood. No sign of the kids, just some animals rests at the bottom of the altar.

Still searching...

I think I found something, but just a part, nohing incredible. I will transcript it here:

Lugar:Laguna Hanson

Fecha: 16 de Diciembre del 1995

Evento: Expedición, Ministerio de Defensa Menor, Maniobra de entrenamiento

Oficial a cargo:----Crossed----

Reporte: A las 05:00 horas el segundo oficial da el permiso para abordar los vehículos de transporte al todo el personal dentro del programa de entrenamiento de la sección ----Crossed----. 

A las 05:23 los vehiculos empiezan el recorrido

A las 06:46 llegamos a la frontera entre estados, pasamos sin novedades garita militar

A las 07:57 arribamos a la laguna, el segundo oficial da la orden de montar un cuartel improvisado. Desde aquí los oficiales ----Crossed----, ----Crossed y su servidor organizarían la expedición. El 

día transcurre sin novedad, siguiendo la actividad planeada.

A las 16:00 se prosigue a almorzar en el cuartel, al terminar se reanudan actividades. El primer y segundo oficial se quedan en el cuartel a planear la caminata nocturna. Debido a rumores de actividad nocturna nativa no autorizada en los alrededores, se planea usar un camino poco usual.

A las 16:47 terminan las actividad diurna, se aconseja prepararse para la noche.

A las 18:26 el cadete Raul Llano se separa del grupo. El segundo oficial organiza a cuatro elementos para emprender su búsqueda. Las actividades generales continúan ignorando el hecho, el primer oficial asume control directamente.caminata

A las 20:30 se inicia con la caminata nocturna. Debido a-

--------------------------------------------------------\\El documento parece cortarse aqui...

Dont worry, english readers, here is the google tran:

Location: Laguna Hanson
Date: December 16, 1995 Event: Expedition, Ministry of Defense Minor Maneuver Training
Main Officer :----Crossed ----
Report: At 05:00 hours the second officer ----Crossed---- gives permission to address the transport vehicles to all staff within the training program section. 
At 5:23 the vehicles begin the tour At 6:46 we reached the border between states, we uneventful pass the military checkpoint 
At 7:57 we arrived at the lake, the second officer gives the order to set up a makeshift headquarters. From here the officers ----Crossed----, ----Crossed---- and server ---- organized the expedition.The day passes without incident, following the planned activity.
At 16:00 the company goes to lunch in the barracks at the end of resume activities. The first and second officer left the headquarters to plan the night walk. Due to rumors of unauthorized native nightlife nearby, plan to use an unusual trace.
At 16:47 end of day activity, it is advisable to prepare for the night.
At 18:26 the cadet Raul Llano is separated from the group.The second officer organizes four elements to start the search. General activities continue ignoring the fact, the first officer assumes control directly.
At 20:30 begins with the night walk. Due to
  -------------------------------------------------- ------ \ \ The paper seems to be cut here ... 

The date and place seems to match, but still is not the complete thing. In the folder where this archive was were also some photos, with the heads of what I assume were the officials blacked out. The rest seems to be scathered in this bookcase... a two floor bookcase..

Library (part one)

It was a pain to get permission to enter this place. Apparently there are specific records I'm not suppose to see due to blah blah blah, I think that that is now worthless compared to the actual 'situation'. Well, this place is far from the house so I think I'm going to stay the night at a visitors room they have for clerics (of course I was not taking anyone else place, the building is quite lonely despite from 3 guards and the librarian).

Ok, I feel that maybe I havent made myself clear. Writing words like 'family', the 'Blaph monster', 'Blasphemer' and such. So let me explain myself here: 

I'm a member from a.. how can I say it without sounding like a bunch of drunk universitarians? (I'm not saying fraternity! no!) brotherhood? worse.. Imagine it like some sort of 'catholic association' (in spanish sounds more dramatic..). The translations of it's name may be something like                                                    or something like that (the spanish trans sounds more dramatic too). this is what I call 'family'

We are quite known for having sectors or communities all around the globe (US [there are some bad issues between them and my sector],  Canada, México, Colombia, Costa Rica, Rep. Dom., Ecuador, Guatemala, Honduras, Puerto Rico, Spain, Germany, Italy ... ok some more european countries and Fiji, India, Philipphines... etc. the point is that we are almost a world wide association deboted to the Lord's Word). So this kind of places with record and archives are quite common, is just fact of asking the correct people to find one.

So basically I'm searching for information about a story/rumor that is quite similar to this (Source provided by Defenders Againts Slenders). Imagine how I reacted when a childhood story became real. Members of the alliance found something similar some years ago. Naturally I'm interested in this since I grew with this stories.

But now, the main problem is that the place is quite unorganized. Or at least the files about 20-15 years ago for what it seems. Besides the place is pretty big, is like finding a needle inside a haystack now that I see it.

Salve oh Christe!

Bad News

Well It didnt appeared at the plane, but It followed me into the mountains. Actually I'm staying at a family's house and already saw the Blaph Monster twice today. This is bad, if my 'family' get involved, things are going to get pretty complicated. Gotta go.

Salve oh Christe!

Vacations

Is even that posible? Well I guess I'm going to find out now. My 'family' actually fear that going to America 'softed' me. And the more I rejected the idea the more they believe so (inverse pshycology?). But now that I think about it, I had really changed the past months. From being the sleepy praying unworried guy, suddenly I transformed into a tense praying worried guy.

My 'family' are now concerned by this and decided to send me back to the rows of misionaries. (A good excuse to keep far from America since I'm at the border). Easly I can elude the misionary peregrinage, since I had already completed my service, but the retire, the seminary and the 'special camp' are another story. I calculate arund one week and a half for me to elude this.

So farewell anybody who reads this, I'm going to discover if the Blah Monster also is able to appear in a plane in course.

p.d. maybe is the best, I'm not sure but I think I saw It once outside the 1rst floor window of my house.. Besides, where I'm going there is a library of archives, and since someone gave me some information I needed is my duty now to return the favor, no? ;)

Salve oh Christe!!

Dreams

I was in a ranch. Like the one my family posses, with the same proportions and structures. But at the same time I realized is was not the same place. Outside the perimeter all the hectares of wheat were dry. Just the trees remain the same. One in each corner of the parcel.

The headache. It started again. I walked inside the main house with one hand in my head. It grew stronger once I enter.

 ...She was there. I dont know how, but she was there. She was scare, confused, in panic. It was a face I never saw or imagined in her.  Then she said while sobbing:

''Qué está pasando? No entiendo nada. ÉL siempre esta allí. Viéndome, asechando. No importa a donde vaya, el siempre está allí.  ...Ni siquiera en mis sueños... Yo-...''

''What's happening? I do not understand. He is always there. Seeing me, lurking. does not matter where you go, He is always there. ... Even in my dreams ... I-...''

We heard noises. Or we thoght we did. We feeled a presence, behind us, inside the house. We went out. WE RAN OUT. The sun was in its highest position and the heat was almost unbearable. I lead her outside the ranch, towards the parcels.

''Quiero que pare. Háganlo parar. tengo miedo. Descubrí que él fué quien-...''

''I want it to stop. Someone make it stop. I'm afriad. I found out the He was the one who-...''

She suddenly made silence and hugged me, tensing her arms. It feeled like if something was wrong with her. Once I looked down at her I saw how she stared to the parcel. Both eyes wide open. She was babbling in low. Then I understanded. I felt a cold at my spine. Quickly I lifted my head to where she was staring.

''El demonio de negro''

''The Black Monster''

It was there. Staring at us from next to a tree. I could feel how my head beated because of my headache. I blinked, She didnt.

IT started to grow. ITs arms as well as ITs torso. It suddenly began to grow more arms. Its humanoid appearence diformed by complete. She passed out.

And then It-

...

I woke up. I was sitted in a bench at the bus station, missing the bus.

 And with a headache.

Quickly I standed up and took my things, then I just went to the ticket cabinet (not pretty sure to how to name it) and asked for the next bus that led to the frontier.

Going back.

Pray

Hay un Dios que todo lo ve.

La justicia divina es diferente a la humana.

Hermano, juro que liberaré tu alma y las de nuestros camaradas algún día, y Dios lo permita, disfrutemos de su reino entre los coros celestiales, por los siglos de los siglos, Amen.

Si no fuiste un ejemplo, al menos ahora te considero un mártir. Nuestro hermano mayor. En cielos habrá un lugar como tal junto a los demás perseguidos de la palabra para ti, solo espera, que yo te liberaré tu alma de la jaula que es presa.

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I'm pulishing my sword and gathering my stuff. will be on road in a week.

Salve oh Christe!

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'If someone dies, will they live again? All the days of my hard service I will wait for my renewal to come.' 
-Job 14

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Today I finished  a gardening at a place inside the forest. The place where Hospitaller buried Will's head. Hope one day I can get the rest of his body and bure it there as well. 

From where I come this type of flowers are called 'Vicia Villosa'  and 'Lotus corniculatus/corniles' (I dont remember pretty well, but I'm sure it started with 'Lotus'..). I couldnt get more types, but still there are plenty of them. (the garndening shop at the town outside the forest sure have variarity, but most of them are too delicate..)

Maybe I could get from mail some seeds for more funeral purposes flowers from my 'family', but I prefer to do not give them too many explanations about it, since they migth know what the flowers represent.

Salve oh Christe!

Maybe not confused now, but pissed

...Maldito seas Blasfemo, que realmente sabes cómo enseñar a tus maneras a quienes haz engañado..

The other day I finally arrived to The Hospital. This time it was more easier because I already knew where to go and I skept all that clue things. Once I arrived brother Hospitaller was making some works at the place's  defence wall, he welcomed me inside the Hospital and helped me to get my stuff.

I couldnt resist to sleep in those comfy beds (I'm deeply sorry for sleeping all the day brother, but I couldnt stayed awake then..) . Althougth brother Hospitaller laughed and said they were not 'that' comfortable, for me it was like sleeping in a cloud after all that bus journeys. Oh Lord, I crossed the entire country to get here...

But at least now I was able to rest in a decent place and clarify my thoughts about what was happening.

I also spoke with brother about what happened to him that night not so long ago, but now I think that I should not write about it myself, so I will just leave it for himself if he wants to share it with someone else. You know, personal stuff, jeje.

And oh yes! I ate a portion of Count Chocula!!! ... I was never sure if it is wrote like that..

But god, I really love that cereal!! :3 Thank you for all the help, brother.

Mainly that and speaking with brother Hospitaller made me get over all this stress. I also prayed all night for answers thought. Then I understanded that I was just trying to fool myself and dont really accept what Naomi-Tensor or however she is called did.  ....

Maybe it is already time to expose myself again. I had asked my 'family' to give me some financial support (something I rejected when I started this journey of mine) before I went to the forest,  to maybe settle up somewhere and wait for Blasphemer makes It's moves. Now, with the lack of knowing in who really to trust and the lack of information I cant do any other thing than observe Blasphemer and study how he acts ( Like most people already tried, but whatever, already runned ut of ideas).. but now I'm having some interest in the proxies, so I migth start with that...

...

Maybe proxies act as sycopaths or sick minded persons now. But still I cant hate them at all, I know it is not their choice, althought they might think it is.. So if I ever turn into a Blind againts my will, please, forgive me, and if necessary kill me. I pray to my Lord to protect me from Blasphemer influence. But harming inocents is something I actually fear for. So just do me the favor ok?

Still, I will deny killing a proxy by myself thought. Jeje.

Salve oh Christe!!

Returning to the Hospital (EDIT: WHAT IS GOING ON?!!)

I'm currently getting all the stuff I need for the trip. Hospitaller havent answered any of the mesages or had wrote in the blog, so I'm going to check what happened after 'the singing stopped'. Hope is just a paranoia feeling.

Also, Sister Naomi is going to after Missing Brother Luke. I feel concerned by this, since she refused my help. She said she already had a backup, but I feel it wont be enough for a capture operation. I got a bad feeling about all this..

RIgth now, I cant even imagine what had happened, is just so, uneasy. Maybe I should go, but then I will suffer Will's destiny too if something goes wrong..

Dam it..
I guess I canonly wait and prepare myself.

Currently arriving the state, the bus had an accident during the night and we needded to stop for some hours.. I just hope can lost this confusion once I find Brother Hospitaller.

Frustation/Motivation

No signs of Scott yet. Maybe it was just a bad idea to come here and hope to surprisely find him around running with Blasphemer behind him across the street ...

But not everything is bad at all, M blog is posting again!! Well maybe M didnt post it by himself, but at least now we know he is still with us.

For the ones who dont know, M is the writer of 'The Tutorial' blog. Not so long ago he helped runners from all around to survive Blasphemer thanks to his advices. If someone hadnt read the blog YOU  MUST. the 3 rules system he created is followed by almost all the old generation of runners, most persons that are still alive is because of his rules. Though the following of this had been losing since he disappeared, it's still a great way to survive this situation.

Thanks to my Lord you are still alive M!

Salve oh Christe!!!!

...Hey Gully, still there?, I didnt hurt you that bad did I? I havent seen you since yesterday, which is pretty weird since you had been following me the last days..

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so hoddie havent stopped, this time he tricked a hot dog car owner to get a free hot dog...

Sooo, when the cure is going to be avaible for the 'public'? This proxy is more like a weight than a threath...

Journey

Yaaaawn~ 5 hours to SF. I'm at a gas station at Nevada, in the Interstate 80. I have my sword wrapped in a blanked under my arm, my cross necklace at my neck, some praying letters at hand and a holy pendant in my neck too.

Since the last 'accident' I havent drop them by any minute. In that occasion, Blasphemer took me off guard. I will not let it happen again.

Yep, I'm going to try to find brother Scott. How? I'm not dam-sure... maybe by leaving some symbols everywhere I go. Still not even sure if we are going  to be even at the same area. jeh, this is frustating.
I guess there is no other way than trying..

Salve oh Christe!!

p.s. the bus proxy guy in the red hoddie is after me again. It was a surprise to see him sat at the bottom sit when I stept inside the bus. As always just watching my moves, maybe I will just ignore him this time.

Description

En los cielos y en la tierra

sea por siempre alabado,

el corazón amoroso

de Jesús sacramentado.

Yesterday I was watching to the blogs around here, when I had a headache. I looked to the window of the room to try to rest a little bit. When I looked outside I noticed that there are many trees at US. From where I'm there are only some bushes and a ocasional palm tree. but here you seem to have 5 every five meters. It is funny because from I'm I always wanted to- Bam! I saw a blank dot between the trees just rigth there staring at me (or something like that, impossible to know actually, that no-eyed is pretty tricky). I wrote the last post here. 

I remember that I said 'Dam you' just when I noticed. I stare back afeter I finished, my headache grew worse. I tried to do not blink, but eventually I did, and Blasphemer went closer and closer everytime I did. And those limbs grew bigger and bigger and bigger. Then I realized he was not just starring anymore. I look where my sword lied, but, I just could'nt... I paralized. jejeje, I guess I committed the error of thinking it too much as always, when I started I could even feel how Blasphemer started to mess with my head, making it doubt.

I lose. My headache was growing stronger and stronger, Blasphemer was getting closer and closer. 

I dont like to recognize it, but I feeled fear once again. I prefer to do not post what happened for me to get over the shock...

I ran for the door, I ran to the sideway and then I ran out to the parking lot of the motel. I ran, for what now I ashamed of.

even when I was running, Blasphemer keep appearing out from nowhere every corner. It was frustating, it was a shame.

Then I fell and crashed against a traffic sign (Here I injured my arm). I quickly standed up. and turned to every direction to see where Blasphemer was. It was gone. Just like that. No where to be seem.

 Thought I keep with a paranoia attack the next half hour. again a shame.

After I calmed down I went to buy something to drink at the closest shop I saw. There a gentle person lend'd me his laptop (He thought I mailed a friend to pick me up and aid my injure). 

My Lord, please, give me courage. 

That's all, now I'm changing of place, and recovering my stuff I left at the room.

Salve oh Christe.

Escaped. Blasphemer. trees. wandering. temptation. gotta go.

At last! I think I lost that guy. I made him think I took a different bus, but now I have lees money since I needed to buy two bus tickets for it... btw, red hood guy, I was somehow rude, but it is mainly like my threat lossing protocol, nothing personal ;)

Yaawn- at last now I can rest a little bit (sitting in long travels by bus is not very comfortable). Right now I'm at a motel at Utah at Provo I think.. Provo, I feel it weird. It is normal here at US to have the sentation of being watched? Whatever, I feel to tired to do some search for the answer...

Salve oh Christe!!!

Another Bus Station. ANOTHER WEATHER. first complication.

I dont like warm places, which is ironical since my origins are from a desertic valley. When I went out of the cold bus I was able to feel how the heat literally hitted my face. 

Until Saturday nothing had happened to me related to Blasphemer. I was starting to feel concerned by this, it was too calm considering I made Blasphemer know that I'm going after him. 'Well, maybe it donst sees me as a threath at all' I thought. I was thinking about this when I realized a tall man was taking the same buses as I was. He wears a red hoodie and green long dark-green shorts, he also haves a beard and is chubby. Considering I dont really have a planned route and I'm choosing buses pretty random, it is pretty annoying. 

Actually, I'm at a Burger King, and that guy is eating a double cheese burger five tables from this one. Yeah... spooky....

He had took out a smartphone everytime I closed my notebook (mini-laptop). I figured out maybe he is waiting for me to post something, so this posts is mainly to make him known I'm already aware of him. And that I wont doubt to steal his money if he tries something (What? I'm not killing no one, even a proxy, besides, I'm running out of money for the buses..).                 jeje, doubt...

Salve oh Christe!!!

P.S. for me, stealing also goes with a good kicking.

Thank you. My Brother.

Actually I havent slept in almost two days already. Your help was like a miraculous gift. (a bed! finally! TuT)

Definitely there is no better way to start this journey. The dinner was delicious (considering to buy that cereal for the future..) specially the beef. And I was even able to meet Brother Scott too!

Jejeje, There are no sufficient words to describe my gratitude for you right now.You have a nice place, it is nice to know this type of places actually exist in this situation.

Well, going to sleep, I'm starting to collapse due to the lack of sleep, jeje. Need to finish the preparations for my journey. Once again, thanks. God bless you  and anyone who enters your Hospital.

Salve oh Christe!!!

Bus station

Wow, American bus service is pretty luxurious compared to the ones in my country...

Interrogation

Ok, one more time. Where are you going?
R: Into 'missions' (high catholics travel sometimes around the world to convert people into catholicism, focusing in the poblations of less oportunities who search for hope, and a help in work).

Where?
R: U.S.A.

Why there?
R: Got 'orders' (they understanded what I  meant, somehow)

/(Stare)
R:(Stare)...

Ok, do whatever you want, just dont waste your time
R: I wont...

...

BUT, WHY PROTESTANTS?!   (all americans are 'protestants' to them)
R:(surprised at the rise in tone) ...is not exactly for them. But still, dont some of them believe in our Lord too? They are loved by Him too. As everyone. So He just wants to protect them. And I must go, to serve Him in that.

...
Stare
R:Stare

(Yes, my family and fraternity hates you all... Not very proud of that actually)
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So, it is official, going to hell, -I mean America...

Actually it was a hard decission, leaving everything..

This night I saw the girl I love. She kissed me in the cheek, I hugged her, just a simple greeting. We talk about what we would do in summer. Well certainly I cant say Exterminate a Blasphemer dimensional monster...

We talk and talk, until I was about to ask her if she wanted something serious with me.
She is just great. There is always joy in her voice, althought she acts with seriousness. She is smart, wise and  is a easy person to talk with. She is cute, and I always loved the way she gracefully moves.

In our fraternity we are not allowed to have a relationship until we leave our parents home, and we are underage, so it would be a hidden relation.
Because of that, I got pretty nervious at the moment, wandering how she would react. I reunited all the valor in me to say it..
.
...But something made me shut up. ''What are you thinking?! you will probably die in some months, How would she feel if you die? Or worse, what if Blasphemer...        ....'' I thought. Prefering to do not finish the idea.

....

I didnt even said goodbye to her. Just dissapered from there, and went home for my parent's interview. Luckily she was busy with other sisters, or she would get mad at me because I didnt kiss off.

My Lord...

Now I feel awfull for that. Hope I could see her again before I depart this Sunday..

........

Apparently I cant pass the frontier with a one meter sword in my belongings. Will need to do a 4 hours check line for that. Oh please, give a break!

Introduction

 I cant find my old training sword. I think it broke. Well still got that skin piece that represents my initiation. And my pendant of course.

If there is something I had learned in all this years of service, it is that people actually don't know what is happening around them, but still think they do.

I don't know what is happening around me. I don't have that gift. But I have one thing, what those gifted people from around the times had seen, and taught.

I want to shout the truth. Specially since my formation was about revealing truth to men. But, surprisingly, I received orders. I must keep it for myself, until the right person appears. I received orders! Imagine my joy after that.

The only bad notice was that probably I would die before that person appeared in front of me. Which means I might not have a long life.

....


I was starting to doubt. It felt so horrible. The worse of ills. So many things happened to me. And other people. Useless, useless are my thoughts but...

The lost of people who free themselves from Blasphemer's control makes me feel like if a dagger stabbed to my back and ended into my heart. Since those were the ones I truly admire. If that happens to my Beloved sister, then I..

...

I'm thinking in leaving my house. My familiars. My fraternity. My country and local comrades. ... Even the one I love.

''I will go in search of that person. Speak with Him/Her and teach Him/Her.''

But every time I start packing, is like if something pulls me down.
During all this time, I actually never experienced Fear.  Now I understand is the worse of feelings. Anyone is safe from it but 'un-human.

''My Lord, give me strength''

...

''Thank you. Now I know you truly watch over me. ''

...

I will. I must.

This is not over! YOU ARE NOT OVER!!
No one is.


You will see, Blasphemer, since you rejected my Lord's mercy,  now you will feel his wrath.

Salve oh Christe!!!!! Gloria et Padre!!!!!!!

Sacrifice

Wayward Brother. I call you to make a date. I'm willing to give you my own bones (by the life it means). Maybe that way you will stop killing inocents.

But first I need a favor from you. Nothing too big, actually it may help you in the future.

Please, say me where I can leave you my cordenates if you agree.

Salve oh Christe.

Changes

Now that Easter is almost over, I don't have the necessity to postpone my duties.
Now on I'm gradually going down. I will receive all the torture they send me.

Once someone wanted to duel, I said back then that I wasn't able to fight back. Well, Dueling lists are open now

I will sacrifice myself for the sake of the cause.

Salve oh Christe!!!

Gloria

In terra et caelum semper laudantur Christe amans in sacramento.

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and when the seven thunderclaps had sounded, I was preparing to write, when I heard a voice from heaven say to me, 'Keep the words of the seven thunderclaps secret and do not write them down.'  Apoc:10;4

Happy Holidays!!!

wooo! today is the first day. well is not the best day since is just for attending church but it still a good day for the fact the next day starts with party :P

So sad, some may not have a good time right now. But I will pray specially for them during the ceremonies.

Salve oh Christe!!!!

Pray

In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti. Amen

Agnus Dei, qui tollis peccáta mundi, miserére nobis.
Agnus Dei, qui tollis peccáta mundi, miserére nobis.
Agnus Dei, qui tollis peccáta mundi, dona nobis pacem.

GLORIA PATRI, et Filio, et Spiritui Sancto. Sicut erat in principio, et nunc, et semper, et in saecula saeculorum. Amen.

Trust

Who I trust:

2.-Beloved Sister

3.-Big brother  (June 18, 2011. ''Promise'')

4.-Little Sister

1.-My Lord, and the ones who follow Him
3.-Close Brother (April 24,2011. So many time in front of me, and I didn't noticed you?)
5.-New Brother (May 18, 2011)
6.-Good brother (June16, 2011)

•  My angel
• My family, my fraternity.

Who I don't trust:

3.-My Lord's rebel enemy

2.-My very own friends

1.-My pagan bloodline

• Lie child
•   Winged (April 24, 2011. -And now we start our duel.) 

Who reminds neutral:

• Wayward brother (June 16,2011)
• Missing brother (May 17, 2011)
• Regretful brother
• Sister I haven't find
• Myself
• White flag warriors
• Winged

Re-archiving old stuff

Wow, I have changed a lot since I started this. I used to be, just too happy.

I read all of my post in other blogs while searching for something, when I noticed some changes in my way of writing. 

I mean, I just could not stop typing smilies at my comments, or sound like a kid didn't I?...

Maybe I should start doing that again. I should not let this situation change my way of being. But certainly, I actually got tired of smilies.

Oh and before I forget.

Nil do I even know you? Why you want to confront me so suddenly (besides the obvious of blind-hating me)? If Winged does not attack me, you should not too, you know. (And who is Little Knight?)

Salve oh Christe!

Should I call back?

+13233373009

It is wrong what I'm doing? or I should  do even more?

What do you really want me to do?

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Gloria

Gloria Patri, et Fili, et Spiritui Sancto.
Sicut erat in principio, et nunc et semper,
et in saeccula saeculorum,
amen.

Orationem

Pater Noster, qui es in caelis,
sanctificétur nomen Tuum,
adveniat Regnum Tuum,
fiat volúntas tua,
sicut in caelo et in terra.
Panem nostrum cotidiánum
da nobis hódie,
et dimitte nobis débita nostra,
sicut et nos dimittímus
debitóribus nostris;
et ne nos indúcas in tentationem,
sed libera nos a malo.

Amen. 

+13233373009

Who are you?

Thank you my Lord!!!

Faith can do anything!

Thank you for your wisdom, for your support, for the family you gave me, for my angel, but, specially, thank you for opening my eyes and let me see at least the bright of your light!
Thank you for keeping me safe and far from my enemies.
Here I'm to serve you and your sons, my brothers.

Salve o Christe!!!
Salve o Yhwh!!!!
Crux sacra sit mihi lux!!

Meh, Starting school

Well, it was already time for me to rest... But I'm not that, focus in studies now...
I realized something, most of the time Winged sees you without you even noticing him...

...Kind of weird, now I cant go to the bathroom without checking twice if he is not seeing, jaja...

If Winged can do that now, that means somewhere people are starting to feel fear (or as it seems it works too, giving cult to him), growing stronger..

Salve o Christe!

How disturbing...

5 'infected' kiddos from a elementary school... Words and thoughts spread really fast between kids isn't it?.. I can imagine it: -Hey bro, check out this cool ghost man thing video! is pretty good scary! :D -     ...

...

Now more people need my praying, this is getting tedious...

But whatever, I must fulfill my path with joy!

my travel was kind of... disappointing, now I must do another 'date' before next week...

Salve o Christe! 

Postposing the story... Im hungry...

But strong!!! Today I will start a mission. I'm not a runner, but maybe now is time to move. Next month I will start to go to school again so I must hurry with this. Something is going to happen next week and I will try to do something to help...

I may don't have a -magical samurai sword-... but, hey, words are sharper than swords isn't it? 

Is not the first time a crazy boy distracts Winged ;)

Salve o Christe!

Behind the Genesis (part one)

Many time ago, when earth didnt existed and the universe was being created, God created the first self-concious being: The angel. Since it was the first entity God created, they have a special bond with their lord, where an angel  is, there is also God watching. Each angel was different, ones were archangels, other where serafines, and other categories. Every angel correspond to trheir duties and were glad to fulfill God’s order. But something happened when God created his prefered being: the human.

When God said to the angels to knee to the human, some of them didnt agreed. –Why us, the first to be born, purer and sacred are going to serve that inferior being?!- one of them said. Some other angels agreed and followed this corrupted angel, but, because of the God and the angels’s bond, God notice about the rebelion really fast, demanding the angels to apologize. They denied and had the first war of all…

But because of God’s greatness and the valor of the angels that still serve them, the ‘fallen ones’ were defeated, punished to be out of heaven, into a place of fire and agony.  Here the fallen angels lost their bond with God, tearing their wings apart in pain, becoming into demons. Now they just exist to corrupt Adam and his children.

They confused humans into other ‘gods’ and some even took the postion of a god. Many cultures were guided by demons. Since they dont have the bond with God anymore, they feed with the fear and desires to sin of the humans, some of them even ‘protected’ a culture while they keep sinning…

Next post, I will explain the relation of this and our.. ‘situation’…

Salve o Christe!