Frustation/Motivation

No signs of Scott yet. Maybe it was just a bad idea to come here and hope to surprisely find him around running with Blasphemer behind him across the street ...

But not everything is bad at all, M blog is posting again!! Well maybe M didnt post it by himself, but at least now we know he is still with us.

For the ones who dont know, M is the writer of 'The Tutorial' blog. Not so long ago he helped runners from all around to survive Blasphemer thanks to his advices. If someone hadnt read the blog YOU  MUST. the 3 rules system he created is followed by almost all the old generation of runners, most persons that are still alive is because of his rules. Though the following of this had been losing since he disappeared, it's still a great way to survive this situation.

Thanks to my Lord you are still alive M!

Salve oh Christe!!!!

...Hey Gully, still there?, I didnt hurt you that bad did I? I havent seen you since yesterday, which is pretty weird since you had been following me the last days..

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so hoddie havent stopped, this time he tricked a hot dog car owner to get a free hot dog...

Sooo, when the cure is going to be avaible for the 'public'? This proxy is more like a weight than a threath...

Journey

Yaaaawn~ 5 hours to SF. I'm at a gas station at Nevada, in the Interstate 80. I have my sword wrapped in a blanked under my arm, my cross necklace at my neck, some praying letters at hand and a holy pendant in my neck too.

Since the last 'accident' I havent drop them by any minute. In that occasion, Blasphemer took me off guard. I will not let it happen again.

Yep, I'm going to try to find brother Scott. How? I'm not dam-sure... maybe by leaving some symbols everywhere I go. Still not even sure if we are going  to be even at the same area. jeh, this is frustating.
I guess there is no other way than trying..

Salve oh Christe!!

p.s. the bus proxy guy in the red hoddie is after me again. It was a surprise to see him sat at the bottom sit when I stept inside the bus. As always just watching my moves, maybe I will just ignore him this time.

Description

En los cielos y en la tierra

sea por siempre alabado,

el corazón amoroso

de Jesús sacramentado.

Yesterday I was watching to the blogs around here, when I had a headache. I looked to the window of the room to try to rest a little bit. When I looked outside I noticed that there are many trees at US. From where I'm there are only some bushes and a ocasional palm tree. but here you seem to have 5 every five meters. It is funny because from I'm I always wanted to- Bam! I saw a blank dot between the trees just rigth there staring at me (or something like that, impossible to know actually, that no-eyed is pretty tricky). I wrote the last post here. 

I remember that I said 'Dam you' just when I noticed. I stare back afeter I finished, my headache grew worse. I tried to do not blink, but eventually I did, and Blasphemer went closer and closer everytime I did. And those limbs grew bigger and bigger and bigger. Then I realized he was not just starring anymore. I look where my sword lied, but, I just could'nt... I paralized. jejeje, I guess I committed the error of thinking it too much as always, when I started I could even feel how Blasphemer started to mess with my head, making it doubt.

I lose. My headache was growing stronger and stronger, Blasphemer was getting closer and closer. 

I dont like to recognize it, but I feeled fear once again. I prefer to do not post what happened for me to get over the shock...

I ran for the door, I ran to the sideway and then I ran out to the parking lot of the motel. I ran, for what now I ashamed of.

even when I was running, Blasphemer keep appearing out from nowhere every corner. It was frustating, it was a shame.

Then I fell and crashed against a traffic sign (Here I injured my arm). I quickly standed up. and turned to every direction to see where Blasphemer was. It was gone. Just like that. No where to be seem.

 Thought I keep with a paranoia attack the next half hour. again a shame.

After I calmed down I went to buy something to drink at the closest shop I saw. There a gentle person lend'd me his laptop (He thought I mailed a friend to pick me up and aid my injure). 

My Lord, please, give me courage. 

That's all, now I'm changing of place, and recovering my stuff I left at the room.

Salve oh Christe.

Escaped. Blasphemer. trees. wandering. temptation. gotta go.

At last! I think I lost that guy. I made him think I took a different bus, but now I have lees money since I needed to buy two bus tickets for it... btw, red hood guy, I was somehow rude, but it is mainly like my threat lossing protocol, nothing personal ;)

Yaawn- at last now I can rest a little bit (sitting in long travels by bus is not very comfortable). Right now I'm at a motel at Utah at Provo I think.. Provo, I feel it weird. It is normal here at US to have the sentation of being watched? Whatever, I feel to tired to do some search for the answer...

Salve oh Christe!!!

Another Bus Station. ANOTHER WEATHER. first complication.

I dont like warm places, which is ironical since my origins are from a desertic valley. When I went out of the cold bus I was able to feel how the heat literally hitted my face. 

Until Saturday nothing had happened to me related to Blasphemer. I was starting to feel concerned by this, it was too calm considering I made Blasphemer know that I'm going after him. 'Well, maybe it donst sees me as a threath at all' I thought. I was thinking about this when I realized a tall man was taking the same buses as I was. He wears a red hoodie and green long dark-green shorts, he also haves a beard and is chubby. Considering I dont really have a planned route and I'm choosing buses pretty random, it is pretty annoying. 

Actually, I'm at a Burger King, and that guy is eating a double cheese burger five tables from this one. Yeah... spooky....

He had took out a smartphone everytime I closed my notebook (mini-laptop). I figured out maybe he is waiting for me to post something, so this posts is mainly to make him known I'm already aware of him. And that I wont doubt to steal his money if he tries something (What? I'm not killing no one, even a proxy, besides, I'm running out of money for the buses..).                 jeje, doubt...

Salve oh Christe!!!

P.S. for me, stealing also goes with a good kicking.

Thank you. My Brother.

Actually I havent slept in almost two days already. Your help was like a miraculous gift. (a bed! finally! TuT)

Definitely there is no better way to start this journey. The dinner was delicious (considering to buy that cereal for the future..) specially the beef. And I was even able to meet Brother Scott too!

Jejeje, There are no sufficient words to describe my gratitude for you right now.You have a nice place, it is nice to know this type of places actually exist in this situation.

Well, going to sleep, I'm starting to collapse due to the lack of sleep, jeje. Need to finish the preparations for my journey. Once again, thanks. God bless you  and anyone who enters your Hospital.

Salve oh Christe!!!

Bus station

Wow, American bus service is pretty luxurious compared to the ones in my country...

Interrogation

Ok, one more time. Where are you going?
R: Into 'missions' (high catholics travel sometimes around the world to convert people into catholicism, focusing in the poblations of less oportunities who search for hope, and a help in work).

Where?
R: U.S.A.

Why there?
R: Got 'orders' (they understanded what I  meant, somehow)

/(Stare)
R:(Stare)...

Ok, do whatever you want, just dont waste your time
R: I wont...

...

BUT, WHY PROTESTANTS?!   (all americans are 'protestants' to them)
R:(surprised at the rise in tone) ...is not exactly for them. But still, dont some of them believe in our Lord too? They are loved by Him too. As everyone. So He just wants to protect them. And I must go, to serve Him in that.

...
Stare
R:Stare

(Yes, my family and fraternity hates you all... Not very proud of that actually)
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So, it is official, going to hell, -I mean America...

Actually it was a hard decission, leaving everything..

This night I saw the girl I love. She kissed me in the cheek, I hugged her, just a simple greeting. We talk about what we would do in summer. Well certainly I cant say Exterminate a Blasphemer dimensional monster...

We talk and talk, until I was about to ask her if she wanted something serious with me.
She is just great. There is always joy in her voice, althought she acts with seriousness. She is smart, wise and  is a easy person to talk with. She is cute, and I always loved the way she gracefully moves.

In our fraternity we are not allowed to have a relationship until we leave our parents home, and we are underage, so it would be a hidden relation.
Because of that, I got pretty nervious at the moment, wandering how she would react. I reunited all the valor in me to say it..
.
...But something made me shut up. ''What are you thinking?! you will probably die in some months, How would she feel if you die? Or worse, what if Blasphemer...        ....'' I thought. Prefering to do not finish the idea.

....

I didnt even said goodbye to her. Just dissapered from there, and went home for my parent's interview. Luckily she was busy with other sisters, or she would get mad at me because I didnt kiss off.

My Lord...

Now I feel awfull for that. Hope I could see her again before I depart this Sunday..

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Apparently I cant pass the frontier with a one meter sword in my belongings. Will need to do a 4 hours check line for that. Oh please, give a break!