sea por siempre alabado,
el corazón amoroso
de Jesús sacramentado.
Yesterday I was watching to the blogs around here, when I had a headache. I looked to the window of the room to try to rest a little bit. When I looked outside I noticed that there are many trees at US. From where I'm there are only some bushes and a ocasional palm tree. but here you seem to have 5 every five meters. It is funny because from I'm I always wanted to- Bam! I saw a blank dot between the trees just rigth there staring at me (or something like that, impossible to know actually, that no-eyed is pretty tricky). I wrote the last post here.
I remember that I said 'Dam you' just when I noticed. I stare back afeter I finished, my headache grew worse. I tried to do not blink, but eventually I did, and Blasphemer went closer and closer everytime I did. And those limbs grew bigger and bigger and bigger. Then I realized he was not just starring anymore. I look where my sword lied, but, I just could'nt... I paralized. jejeje, I guess I committed the error of thinking it too much as always, when I started I could even feel how Blasphemer started to mess with my head, making it doubt.
I lose. My headache was growing stronger and stronger, Blasphemer was getting closer and closer.
I dont like to recognize it, but I feeled fear once again. I prefer to do not post what happened for me to get over the shock...
I ran for the door, I ran to the sideway and then I ran out to the parking lot of the motel. I ran, for what now I ashamed of.
even when I was running, Blasphemer keep appearing out from nowhere every corner. It was frustating, it was a shame.
Then I fell and crashed against a traffic sign (Here I injured my arm). I quickly standed up. and turned to every direction to see where Blasphemer was. It was gone. Just like that. No where to be seem.
Thought I keep with a paranoia attack the next half hour. again a shame.
After I calmed down I went to buy something to drink at the closest shop I saw. There a gentle person lend'd me his laptop (He thought I mailed a friend to pick me up and aid my injure).
My Lord, please, give me courage.
That's all, now I'm changing of place, and recovering my stuff I left at the room.
Salve oh Christe.
Do you still think that this quest of yours is a good idea, Brother Keiken? I don't want you to end up dead.
ReplyDeleteI'm not the one to decide that, It is already my duty, which one I must accept proudly. Besides, it is already too late to step back.
ReplyDeleteI dont want to run anymore.